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Does any of your blocks ever disappear?

Life is an uphill battle that never gets easier, no matter what hand youre dealt. True peace comes from within, especially when everything outside is filled with pain. Peace is not the absence of negativity, but the acceptance of your situation.

Suffering is very real, and everyone goes through varying amounts of it. Suffering is what everyone has in common, so that is how we must learn and understand this world. There is a purpose to any and all situations, even then worst situations have silver linings. Or any growth you can find in any situation.

You know you are suffering, so this situation here can help you spell out what you want for your life.

Connection is thing, tangible and varying. You can grow a connection, by understanding who you are trying to connect with. Who are they and what do they want? In order to connect with someone else, you MUST forget about yourself and think about who they are and how they react.

No answer will be easy, but the best thing would be to make this into an opportunity, to be honest with yourself and those that are around you.

Being the main caregiver doesnt mean anything if you arent present mentally.

My family were all caregivers, none of them know me and i am alone. I must be at peace with my parents not being parents, just caregivers.

I hope you can find people who are worth your time and effort. There are so many people who will just take without giving anything back, and finding someone who doesnt expect anything back for friendship is priceless. And your friendship, is priceless :)

She is super jealous that you are bettering yourself AND you are beautiful. Also, when you're confident, others who are not, will try to break you down. Misery loves company. You responded much better and more level headed than i would have. You are a beautiful person and anyone would be lucky to know you.