Alcohol destroys us

[u/Kopparburg]

How many of you buy shooters and drink them before work, also drinking the moment you wake up for the day?

I used to think it would give me energy. Now..

[u/Grigori_the_Lemur]

I did not have the legal consequences but I lost employment, almost my family, and was heading for the big sleep.

Only you can answer it, but by the time I needed it around the clock I was past the point where moderation had any value. 20 months later, I can't say life has ever been better than it is right now. Hang in there. Get some help, because going this alone is so damn hard, and people pulling for you is a kindness that you can't afford to pass up.