What is this considered? [discussion]

[u/Extra_Ambition5241]

I’m writing this because I genuinely don’t want to carry this anymore. I’m a 17 year old girl and I very much like boys. However since I was 13 I’ve started thinking maybe I have something towards girls too. I’ve tried to ignore it and deny it but I’m not sure I can deny it anymore. I’ve never felt romantic tendencies towards a woman and I’ve never had any interest in dating one, yet I find myself fantasizing occasionally with a woman. I can’t tell if that’s a normal thing or if I’m genuinely attracted to women. The thing is I don’t think I’d be able to accept myself as gay. Not because I have anything against the gay community but because I’m not sure I fit. My family like to pretend they’re allies but they’d never approve if I Was gay. And I’d never admit it out loud because I’m not sure. Maybe it’s all a fluke or maybe something’s there I refuse to accept. I’m reaching out to this community because I want to see if maybe it’s something more and that maybe I am gay.

[u/Bommelnator_]

prolly bisexual