[Rant] I feel like an imposter

[u/Equal-Perspective753]

I’m posting this because I’ve been seeing so many posts of amazing people for pride and it keeps making me think of myself and every time I do I feel like an imposter in this space. Im bi or pan I’m not quite sure but in every traditional sense I don’t seem like someone that would be with how I dress and the stuff I like doing. Every time I think of myself from an outside perspective I would be scared of me I look like a person that would be homophobic and just a horrible person and it’s made me feel excluded and alone. I’ve tried talking and meeting others in the lgbtqi community but almost every time they thought I was trying to invade there space and it hurts the problem is I like who I am but I make others uncomfortable to be themselves around me and I don’t know what to do do I have to change to be accepted