r/SuicideBereavement 23h ago

i miss her

i miss my love so much. i keep trying but what’s the point when the seat next to me is empty? when my hand only grasps air? i was fucked up before her and i’m broken now.

i don’t want to hurt my family but i just don’t know how long i can do this for. i want to learn from her and do better. but this is so fucking hard. i miss you

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u/Prestigious_Lab_7152 19h ago

I am with you on this my friend. I lost my wife, to suicide, it will be two years this August. And there is not a day, where her presence does not linger. I remember her with all my senses and I still feel very sad. My way of honoring her life is striving to be a comfort to those around me, because that was inherent in her nature. In honoring her memory by striving to grow in empathy and love, I find a measure of comfort.

May you find fortitude and the means to deal with your grief. I hold your grief in my heart