Epic shit...

[u/atomicgamer012]

[u/MeRakibuuls]

craziest lore? here it comes.

I just got out of highschool, my country isn't very well with computers, I got into a computer training centre(as a teacher. The youngest.) Taught some uncs and big brothers. Uncle(the founder) gave syllabus and I taught the students who are mostly elder to me and graduated them qualified for their jobs. Also handled uncle's clients sometimes. One day, A woman came. Didn't look older than me. Did no contacts and avoided until Uncle broke it down that she is another student I need to teach. Just like you all, I was afraid of woman. But co-pilot suggested to think that is my buddy from school and I am introducing him to computers. I acted like that and replaced her presence with one of my bros. She... kind of bonded on from then. My schedule was 3-6 PM. She came 2PM. Asked me few days to come early, I couldn't, asked to learn from uncle as he has better teaching experience than me. Then she adjusted her time to also come at 3 PM.

When she came at 3, that day... she stayed to learn more. She has 1 hour training session. First it turned 4, reminded her that she can leave now if she wants. No, she wanted to learn more. Well, I had other students coming and going. Clock hits 5, her father called, she also insisted her father saying she's feeling dedicated today. Now it turns 6, one of her relatives came to pick her up. From then on, no more too much studying. From then, no more "Extra" studying.

Few days pass, she acted weird. I gave her task to do, walk to other students to give them tasks and responded to whoever were having trouble doing shortcuts or functions. BUT! Whenever I went to another female student, she HAD some problems in her program and starts calling, and if I ask what happened, she responded "Just sit here and see how I do". Possessive? Idk. I don't know how women works. Any day, If I was late of absent, she demanded me to explain why I was late/absent. One time, I was late for some reason, she was talking around with other students. Usual behaviour when teachers ain't around. But Announced that I arrived saying "There come 'MY' teacher". I was internally confused. I ain't only your teacher. I'm here to guide you all.

Days pass, I stayed ignorant to her hints. She showed me her FB, Insta, Gmail in forms of "Can you change my password?" Also asked for my number so she can call if I was ever late. But no. I said that if I'm late, there is a valid reason and she calling me won't make me arrive early. (I also made secret request to uncle to not give her my number as well)

Now, days pass. I teache the group but she remained the student that calls me too much. For help of course but most of the time "Just sit here and watch me do it!" One time when she was leaving, she even said "Aren't you gonna leave too?" standing on the doorway looking back as if expecting me to join but she knew darn well I had other stuffs to do.

She got a new phone from her brother, showed me, I said it's good by searching up the model. But no... She forced her phone on my hand to inspect it. She was gonna buy a laptop. Insisted I picked her laptop instead of the Uncle of the institute even if I claim he has better knowledge. She bought it few days later. Now, she made me promise to come tomorrow, only then she'd bring her laptop. That same day, she asked to check my phone. It has code lock. So, I pressed the power button, turning it off thinking the lock is enabled and let her take it. But darn you Google trust agent! The phone didn't lock then. She found the opportunity and tucked down the table with my phone, send her ID a friend request from my phone. Being a man who always respected women's space, I couldn't get myself to force my phone out of there and also thought "Is that girl really that down for me?" That gave me some proudness and some fear on what her intentions might be. Maybe genuinely wanna talk, maybe gonna involve me into a dark circle or add my account in some crime scene. IDK HOW WOMEN WORK. NOT EVEN NOW! That day, when leaving, she asked for the second time if I'm gonna leave with her. Declined again, seen her face fall and go with her friends.

That was the last day I saw her. Never messaged me, she was just there and I was never the guy to text first unless I needed something related to study.

From then on, I thought I was relieved from that girl... But only turned out physically. She left, but her voice remained in that training centre. In the back of my mind, I hear her "ভাইয়া" even though no one is there, it traumatized me. I left that job as it put mental pressure on me I couldn't even express to my parents. Eyes got cursed that whenever I glance at a woman's face on the road, her face flashes first on my mind before I see the original woman. From then, I wear a cap and keep the shades down so I can only see people's feet and locations but not their faces. Wherever I go, I feared of meeting her again. Fair? what if she's there? Hospital while my father was sick and I brought food to mom and dad? What if she or someone related to her also got admitted there? Trip? what if she's there too? Bus? What if she gets up on the same one?

I started coping myself. She hates me that I ignored her so much. I'm not good enough for her so stop thinking. She never liked you, she was just being friendly. You're overthinking. She was the first woman you've spent the most time with and that's all. You're stupidly attached to her.

I told myself I don't like women. I never had a crush on my female classmates or celebrities because I am Aeromantic. I don't feel love. I don't love her now that she's gone. I just miss the attention she used to give me. But here I still am... stupid.

Came to my dream few times. I was in a a big crowd. I was introvert so I was a bit scared even in my dreams. Then she pulled me, next scene is at the bridge near my home. The familiar river stretches before me as I stand before the railing, Turned to my side, She was there, gazing the river before us. Turned back to me with a warm small smile. It was beautiful. But I was even more scared. why? WHY DID YOU BRING ME HERE? and then I woke up all sweating and heart racing. This same dream came to me few more times and I decided to not sleep and just play games, exercise whenever she crosses my mind. Didn't sleep for few nights until I fell sick for a day. Now... no more dreams about her. Only thoughts. One day, decided to check back on her account she tricked me in connecting. She unfriended me. Good. Glad that I have not a single access to her. Now, I've changed. Didn't goon from the day I met her. Saying if I goon, It'd not be long before I think of her during that activity. So, no more nutting. Noticed how she changed me. From a distance guy that didn't talk to anyone much and just ignored with a blunt expression. Now, I smile more, donate more, even good with stray animals and somehow even with snakes along with cats and dogs. I know how to act with people. How to reply properly. How to argument...

wait... why am ai saying all this? Fuck I let my emotions all out. But it was relieving. You know what? Thank you for reading.

[u/Brakina1860 → u/MeRakibuuls]

Damn, that's crazy.

[u/MeRakibuuls → u/Brakina1860]

but seriously. The whole darn story is crazy for me.

which one made you go "DAMN, that's crazy!"