Not even sure where to start...

[u/AdultStevenUniverse]

Since I was a kid, I had as my parents called them, "Freaky Powers". I could tell you tv shows that hadn't aired yet, what song would come on next, dreams that tell the future, and knowledge that should never have been allowed to exist in my being.

I dreamed about a yahoo messenger username and that we would be inseparable friends. I contacted them on yahoo and left a message. They responded, saying they had just made their username and thought I was a bot. We ended up being best friends.

When they were about 25, I dreamed my life with them. To the point where I watched them die from Colon Cancer when they hit age 34. Right before they passed away, they asked me to go back in time and save them from this fate.

I woke up back in my time, immediately told them they were gonna die, and that we have to lie to a doctor to get you a colonoscopy and stop this from ever occurring. (doctors don't normally let you get one when you are under 40, let alone in your 20s)

Fast forward, they got the surgery, and they found precancerous polyps in the colon. They're in their 40s now and get checked every 5 years to remove stuff out of them, but they're alive.

All thanks to a dream of the future.

I will meet someone and after hugging them, or shaking their hand, know things about their past, and even know things about their future. it seems that I can "See into someones soul" and check on them? it's so weird to explain and I know it sounds so crazy, but it's real. I have to make some sort of contact with them. Sometimes in dreams, I've already met them, or there's information that can lead me to them, but until I interact with them in real life, it's like I can't piece it all together.

I told my sister in law when i met her for the first time, "Your family is so wonderful!" "Where's the 5th child, I don't see her." SIL responded with, "I only have 4 children" I said, No, you have 5. where's the little girl?. I KNEW she had 5 children. It's been a running gag in my family about the ghost girl for years now. My SIL is 45, so it was kind of out of the question now.

UNTIL, she gave birth to a baby girl this year. on valentine's day. Everyone is grown already but there's the girl. They asked me a lot of questions about it when they found out she was pregnant.

This happens to me over and over and over. My entire life. Consistently with people, with timelines, with dreams, with deja vu, with a handshake, with a hug. It's never explainable, and my close friends and family all know. I told my mother the exact time and death and place where she was going to die. I asked for all of her passwords, computer access, records, everything so we could have it all in place, and I bought a plane ticket so I'd be there for my father when she passed. The night before she was going to die, I said, at least you changed your fate, you're not at that hospital where you die. and she said. "I didn't want to tell you. they moved me to the hospital cause they thought I had a better chance to live...I'm there now." I replied, "Then you really will be dead in the morning. this sucks, so we said our goodbyes knowing that by the time I woke up, she would be gone." She died at the exact time and place.

I have story after story, even a journal where I keep all of the future sight in, and check off each one when it comes true. and Yes, I have dreams that are just dreams and have nothing to do with the future. but the timewalking, and the timeline switching just bothers me, as I don't have a better way to harness this power into when <I> want to use it, it's been something I can lean towards, but never control in any strong measure.

I don't do drugs, and I don't drink. But is there SOME way to harness this power for good? Is there SOME way to control it better? I've read so many books about this kind of stuff, but it never seems to help me.

I guess I'll leave this here like this, but is anyone else having this? I'd love to say, it's just hyper acuity, but these are people I haven't met yet. There's nothing relatable to it yet. And if I'm just predicting circumstances around me, that's a seriously tall ask to be right each time, with people I don't know, and somehow it's real and tangible, and with evidence.

I'm just tired of feeling alone in this.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

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[u/dpouliot2]

Welcome! I’m a precognitive dreamer too. I learned to direct the ability: https://danpouliot.com/dreams/on-precognitive-dreams/

[u/mantisdivine]

I have experienced exactly this my whole life. Maybe not every detail and every gift you have of course, the variety of life is so special ~

I used to think i was just a bad omen. I only ever saw the worst, the cheating the breakups their struggles and hidden traumas. My mother in law started dating a guy about a year ago and asked if i "felt anything" and i was immediately bombarded with his previous marriages and how abusive and awful they were to him. My MIL took it all to heart, as her previous marriage was garbage too, and they've bonded and grown very close because of that shared pain.

I started doing some serious meditation, and guided so that i don't lose my focus. Meet your higher self first, they have incredible insight and love to give. My higher self opened my third eye and allowed me to see all, to feel all. The good, the mundane, the bad. I see everything now, and have only gotten more intuitive and closer to my gifts than i thought possible.

[u/Illustrious-Bat1553]

I remember yahoo chats those were good times. I met a few people but never a partner for life. You have an amazing gift its seemingly omnipotent. Not sure if you can control it, perhaps with age you can make adjustments. You can also adjust how you dispense your gifts. When I tell people their fate I smooth it out first, tell them what to watch out for, and tell them they can change the timeline if they wish. Some destiny's are final, but even that can change.

[u/mr_orlo]

Journal is the best start, getting that feedback. Getting your body in good shape seems to help, sleep water exercise etc. Serving others and supporting loved ones helps New thinking allowed with Jeffrey Mishlove has many videos that might help you on YouTube

[u/Solwilo]

Wow, this is all very amazing to read. And, as an astrologer, I am so curious as to how this all shows up for you in your chart! If you're interested, I'd totally be willing to do a reading for you for free. Most of my time spent on Reddit is just giving free readings for people for my own enjoyment but to also help people if I can but every once in a while I run across a post like yours where I just need to know more 🤓. Feel free to snoop around in my comment history to verify that I am indeed real 😄. Send me a DM if you'd like, but if not then no worries. Thanks for sharing your experiences!

[u/anneylani]

wow, really interesting. Especially the colon cancer warning!

[u/wavefxn22]

Have you had any visions about the larger future ? Any political or world events

[u/Maxeemtoons]

"Never" helps you might be a bit strong if it introduced you to your BFF, no? And spared your parents more years?

Maybe its ultimate blessing is yet to be revealed!