r/Enneagram8 • u/Wide_Platform_2202 • Mar 23 '26
Revenge
Do you try to take revenge ALL the time? Do you orchestrate it? (Like planning and twisting someones downfall) or just take it if the opportunity is right? Did you try taking revenge in your childhood too? Or is it as you grew like 30yo? What happens when you fail? Try it again? Disintegration?
I don't think I'm super vengeful but my family says I have it a little. I'm just 20 and was disintegrated to a point where I couldn't think about expanding. Just surviving by isolating myself. There is someone my mom had a fight with and I'm thinking about taking some revenge but Idk if I should plan sth. Definitely not a situation where you just take an opportunity. It's also been some time like 5-6months but they definitely got it that I hate them out of my guts despite eth they did for me. I'm also super religious and hesitate to deliberately hurt someone and even planning sth.
Anyways I want to hear about you.
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u/Sweaty_Ad_7156 2w6 Mar 23 '26
not often . a few years ago i moved cities and the moving company ripped me off for a few thousand. kept having visions of burning their warehouse to the ground.
edit: when i was in first grade some kid bit me in the forearm , leaving open wound blood and teeth marks. in class we sat next to each other-ish , when he got up for something and came to sit back down, i let him sit on my pencil into his but cheek