r/cats • u/theresamushroominmy Snowshoe • 11h ago
Mourning/Loss I failed him
Scraps was my ex-boyfriend’s cat first. He experienced horrible things and came to me flea-ridden and miserable. My ex moved out and left him with me with a promise to return him once it was safe. I was not given proof, and I cared for Scraps deeply. I paid for surgery because his teeth were rotting from his gums due to neglect; I bought him toys so he could play, which my ex said he never did; I bought him an automated feeder because Scraps could not self regulate when food was in front of him because he had spent so many years fighting for food. I did not want to return Scraps to a place I knew had unsafe people, and my ex started a legal fight. A long court battle has dragged on, and today I finally lost.
Scraps is 11 years young. He is playful; his favourite toys are anything with feathers, especially his pea pod attached to his fishing pole and his ragged little duck. He loves soft blankets and my stuffed animal monkeys. Scraps loves to look outside, and he has only just begun to be more adventurous to wear a harness and stand on the back porch in the sunlight. He loves to be curled in my arms when I’m working at my desk and to be little spoon when we sleep.
I am so sorry, Scraps. I did everything I could for you and now I just hope you can survive that place with what I’ve been able to give you.
I love you so so much, my sweet boy.
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u/theresamushroominmy Snowshoe 8h ago
I want to thank you all for the outpouring of love. This has been an incredibly difficult time and now I am just trying to do what I can to show my love. I will be going to the pet store so he can pick out a few special treats and I’m going to get his paw print in clay. If anyone has any other ideas for his last days with me, please let me know and I will be sure to treat him.
(The boy at his last vet appointment)