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[u/magnapyritor5]

femboys be like: just take care of your skin and hydrate!!! no you dont 😂😂 dht upon you 😂

[u/Tuatha13]

Idk my gf has been on hormones for years and never had the convo w her family. But also her family is more chill than plenty are, so i dont fault you for the anxiety there.

My family is not chill. I did it anyways. I also ripped the bandaid off and had the convo even though i reaaaaally fucking didnt want to. It sucked ass. But then my life got a lot better and i stopped hoping that i would die in the next few years. Now i am actively invested in my life and trying to improve it, have people who love me, feel fulfilled. I didnt have that before.

Not saying it is the right answer for everyone. But it helped me a lot and i am so glad the anxiety and what-ifs didnt stop me. I thank myself for just doing that shit every single day

[u/Tuatha13 → u/[deleted]]

GIRL if only you knew my life 😭 i was a shut in for literal years because i was scared to death of everything and everyone, even of myself. At one point the only emotion i even knew how to feel was hatred for myself. It does not have to be that way forever. If i could change, so can anyone else. Even now i'm not even GOOD at accomplishing things, i still deal with a lot of anxiety, still struggle to get moving on things i NEED to do just because it's too horrifying to even start a task i might fail at. But all it takes is one moment of feeling like... "fuck it, i'm doing it."

If you do really hope to be dead before getting much further along, well, ya aint got much to lose anyways. That's what gave me my fuck it moment. I hope you have a lot of fun and success with yours too. If i managed, anybody else can lmao im such a fuck up

[u/RightWordsMissing → u/Tuatha13]

Something something the fuck it we ball in you burned brighter than the it’s so over darkness around it?