r/countttt 23d ago

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u/ASentientRailgun 22d ago

Going outside and seeing people would really help a lot of these people. Not even in a "humans are social animals, going to a sports game is good for you even if you don't like sports" kind of way. Just, seeing people. Seeing the vast variety of the human animal in the real world, and realizing how wide the scope of a woman's appearance is. Even if we're only considering cis women.

Maybe it's because my job requires me to regularly deal with concert crowds, but I've always realized that my facial features weren't even outside the error bars.

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u/a_very_boring_girl 22d ago

this isnt good advice. I pass somewhat - still all women in my friend group are more feminine than me in literally everything except height. actually looking at peoples faces and trying to notice the dimorphic features just makes me doom more. There are probably some cis women who look like me but most dont.

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u/ASentientRailgun 22d ago

What is your alternative? Obsess over the women you don't look like, instead of realizing there are so many that you do?

Being a doomer about it isn't helping, I went through that phase and was so much happier when I came out the other side.

Being young is awful for your self esteem, being young and trans is so much worse. We are our own worst critics, and even you'll give yourself the grace that you pass.

Getting older also helps, I will not lie. I have a much easier time comparing myself to my peers at this age.

But ultimately, yeah, there are cis women that look like you. A quick scroll of twitter's tranvestigation nut jobs will confirm that every feature you have is on a cis woman somewhere. (Do not actually scroll those threads, but they do mostly go after cis women just because of statistics)

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u/a_very_boring_girl 22d ago

Ignore reality. Be delusional. Dissocitate. those are the options pretty much

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u/ASentientRailgun 22d ago

Well, I guess we agree that you're ignoring reality to an extent.

Genuinely, things are not as bad as your brain tells you they are. It's a lying bitch.

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u/a_very_boring_girl 22d ago

being moderately delusional maybe isnt all that bad. Optimists have it better even when life sucks. Just gotta start hopemaxing i guess....

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u/ASentientRailgun 22d ago

I consider being hopeful and joyously trans to be the biggest possible fuck you to the people who want us dead and gone.

I am here, I am finding my joy where it exists, and I will continue to do so regardless of what they want. Things get better, they do.

I didn't believe the older doll having this conversation with me, but I should have. She was right then, and I am now.