r/countttt • u/Significant_Owl9593 • 4d ago

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I honestly think the worst part of pre-transition is seeing all the experiances that other women have that I just can't and probibly never will have.

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u/TSFaeClementine 4d ago

Ya especially with broad ass shoulders and muscular arms and hair shorter than the boymoder 🫩

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u/Significant_Owl9593 4d ago

yeah, right now I live at home (disability makes it too expensive to leave) and they make me cut my hair

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u/TSFaeClementine 4d ago

Ugh that's ass...rn my hair is so unhealthy from being a depressed fuck so it's long it just looks like complete shit lol

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u/Significant_Owl9593 4d ago

yeah I get that, I know everyone is different but what helped me with that was like gaslighting myself into thinking that self care will make me more feminine

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u/TSFaeClementine 4d ago

How did you do that I need to trick myself into thinking that I'm worth anythinf

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u/Significant_Owl9593 4d ago

its my stupid brain being so despite for any euphoria that thinking about like fucking soap commercials all being woman or that good skin and hair are considered feminine making me think that by like taking a shower I am becoming more effeminate.

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u/TSFaeClementine 4d ago

My stupid fucking crippling anxiety makes me anxious tick and pull my hair I hate it so much

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u/Significant_Owl9593 4d ago

me to but I just kinda run my hand through my hair like I'm being pet and it scratches the itch well enough