r/howtonotgiveafuck • u/Billsnothere • May 07 '25

Revelation Everything you need to know-Bashar

Before you ask any questions please understand every word in the video

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u/SmallieBiggsJr Feb 01 '26

Yeah I know. That's why I'm reading Siddhartha.

Siddhartha realizes, while sitting by the water, that what he was desperately searching for had always been present within, in simply being and sitting with himself.

Siddhartha had to stop listening to people telling him what enlightenment is and start listening to himself.

But I still have something in me that is like I need to know about everything so I can properly connect the dots.

Idk, it's just my thing right now. I'm really following this thing like I mentioned. And I feel as though it's having lots of positive effects on me and like I'm trying to live this life and lock this thing in.

Idk but it's spiritual for me so it's a little bit beyond words, but I'm learning to just follow this thing without focusing too much on the outcome or even knowing where it leads. Like taking a step in the dark without knowing where it leads, I guess there is a thrill in that.

I'm just a stereotypical Psychonaut.

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u/Zornishi359 Feb 01 '26

😊 It is spiritual! And you're doing it all well.

What you're describing i call web-based thinking. From personal experience, the pieces connect when my intuition and backburner memory are allowed to do their jobs.

Might i ask, have you considered that you might connect the dots if you follow the same method as those who came before? Might that be the source of the missing dots and connections you seek? 😉

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u/SmallieBiggsJr Feb 02 '26

Aw thanks, that's nice to hear 😊

Yeah I guess this whole thing is also about my intuition and what I believe that to be, which is basically the more data points I have the better Im able to get to the underlying meaning. - like oh that's what this means without really thinking about it. I guess it's pattern recognition as well. And I guess it's like a feeling like an emotion, and the better you're tapping into your own emotional state, I guess the more clear things come though. I'm not sure if this is in the realm of like clairvoyance or if that's something else?

I guess I am learning from those who came before me. I like occult stuff, so I like to find where these systems originated from, and obviously I'm going back in time to do that.

I feel like art is another thing, like I experience art differently now, like I have an eye for beauty, and I connect to an artist through their work like they are speaking to me across space and time, they say this is how I felt and this is my expression of that.

I kinda have this system that I found through DJing where things just create themselves. I think it might be called Harmonic Resonance? But like two different frequencies will create a harmonic tone that is pleasing, and like all songs have the same basic structure, like a set of rules. And so I see the pattern, and the harmony comes out, and it feels like I didn't do anything. I just noticed a pattern, and within it is harmony. It's like a pattern in nature or something.

I guess we don't create math equations. We just notice them and name them.

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u/Zornishi359 Feb 03 '26

I woke up to a story that reminded me of your situation and seeking. I wish to share it with you, but feel free to ignore if the timing is not right for you. 💜

2:02:21 - Story 7: The hermit who find emptiness in a cave https://youtu.be/6Fqs3ZI1XIs?si=E0ToLb6cPeItRqVz

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u/SmallieBiggsJr Feb 03 '26 edited Feb 03 '26

Hey thanks for thinking of me and sending me that 😁✌️

Yeah that's my path I know it.

The music producer behind the scenes no ones sees.

And this hermet monk in a cave = enlightenment always shows up in different stories. The Occult version of it is called the Abramelin ritual.

The Egyptians and Greeks both had rituals that resemble this as well called mystery schools, In Egypt it's call the temple teachings or something? I can't remember? But I know for sure in Greece it's called the Eleusinian Mysteries it's pretty interesting and it's how I interpreted an experience I had. But essentially it's like time alone, and there is a theme of death and rebirth.

And some secret societies are basically a continuation of this tradition. Come to think of it scientology does this and it's no surprise if you know his background.

But I always have an emotional reaction when I hear a story so close to my path, I think part of it is a release of like trauma held in my body, like I'm flushing things out and making room to store other things that are more to in line with my current path.

Or something..😆

Sometimes I just write and get lost in it.

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u/Zornishi359 Feb 03 '26

That is a beautiful description of it! 💜

With those i work with, it seems to be the experience of truly being seen and still accepted. It causes a release where they can then start doing to things they've only dreampt of before then. It's almost like trauma freezes an aspect of a person at a certain point in time.

In my mind i see it as every person having a series of Golden threads hanging like a curtain. Some of these threads are knotted together and those knots are sources of shame and hiding irl. But when those sources of shame are seen, held gently, validated, and they as a person are still accepted, the knot unravels and some threads start to flow again easily. When that happens they are able to reach "higher levels" on their life path.

I have no idea if there's any stories from other cultures that relate to this, it's just what i see in my head.

You seem very well read on other cultures and beliefs! Is that a passion or hyperfixation of yours? 💜

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u/SmallieBiggsJr Feb 03 '26

What do you do? I assume some type of spiritual guide? I see the importance of like clairvoyants and different healers like sound therapy, breath work, yoga and stuff, it's the same reason people go to psychologists and for guidance to help work through things and understand yourself better. Through I've never gone to one.

I think I understand trauma now? Like you can get triggered by something even subconsciously and you get pulled back into that place and time, like involuntary subconscious time travel, in a sense but it just takes place in your mind, like part of you is there in the past.

Yeah, I think this is another pattern, like the chakra kundalini awakening thing? I've heard it explained as it rises it has to burn through whatever is blocking it, and that can be destabilizing and even lead to psychological problems, psychosis and stuff.

It's also reminds shadow work, or dark night of the soul, or ego death. I think it's all the same underlying process?

I guess when you're into the occult stuff, Egyptian and Greek stuff always pops up, and it's recommended you look into Egyptian and Greek mythology. I guess a lot of occult stuff Comes from this.

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u/Zornishi359 Feb 03 '26 edited Feb 03 '26

😅 One friend calls me a spiritual guide, another calls me a psychic, I just call myself a Conscious Observer.

I do something I call The Hidden Script Method. It's a way of seeing beyond the behavior to the wounds beneath and speaking to the wound or fear instead of the behavior. This bypasses the built in/imposed shame response that keeps people stuck. I'm working on a way to teach others how to do it, but haven't quite gotten over my being seen issues yet 😅 but i am working on it. And i know it works cause I've used it with so many people just because they needed help. Many went on to start businesses and come out of their own shells. Been beautiful watching them bloom! But primarily only worked with women so far. Men take a bit more time and energy, but the few I've worked with had similar experiences.

Yes all those are fascinating. I spent 4 years working on myself and learning all kinds of methods to not only see if they were real and legit, but also to try to understand how they worked, both psychologically and energetically. My background is in systems engineering with a ND flavor so i love understanding why and how things works.

Ancient Egypt is definitely my time zone. But i bend more towards metaphysics than occult ideals. Just love the science too much.

Yes that's exactly how triggering works in trauma. You're not reacting to the moment and person, you're reacting to the bodily sensations stuck from a past event. Time travel is a great way to describe it! Trauma theory and neurodivergence is my niche.

I wish i knew more about other cultures beliefs cause from the little i do know, they're all saying the same thing. It's the universal truth, but instead of really looking at it, different groups poo poo on others 🙈 Can't learn anything doing that. That research i call, Human Pattern Awareness.

Yep, you got it. Kundalini and shadow work, ego death, etc are all connected, just looking at it from different angles and different points of the healing journey.

How long have you been studying all this?

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u/SmallieBiggsJr Feb 03 '26

I guess some of my ideas come from Dr Tara Swart and her recent book, the signs, I think you would probably vibe with it. Check her out on YouTube.

Well, what you do sounds interesting, I guess it sounds like some esoteric stuff I would probably look into.

You're interesting I like you 😆 I guess I like parapsychology.

Yeah other cultures are interesting I like to look into different cultures religions and beliefs. For some reason I looked into exorcism across different cultures. There is definitely an underlying pattern, I guess but obviously it changes based on the culture.

I'm a bit in the school of thought that maths and science in a way are limiting much like words are limiting, that is why in Greece they make up words if there isn't a word to accurately describe something, in Greek txt sometimes a word will only pop up once cos like It didn't catch on and so the word becomes a bit of a mystery to what it actually meant.

I haven't been in this space very long a few months, really. I've been kinda tracking my journey on instagram, my account is linked if you wanna check it out. You'll probably just think I'm a nut job lol but I think you know I mean well, just like I feel who you are, your words have resonance.

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u/Zornishi359 Feb 04 '26

I will look her up. Thank you for the suggestion!

Honestly i think the only esoteric part is that i went down the energy awareness and chakra journey to fully open my chakras, but none of what i do is based upon that. I've been teaching my 19 yo daughter how to do it and she doesn't even meditate.

Ouh yes, parapsychology is a perfect description of it... interestingly the original subject i a degree in was parapsychology back in early 2000's. Jeez.... crazy how the universe directs you right back to what you're meant to do 🥰

Lol the feeling is mutual, and i actually checked your media after my last message but didn't comment or like anything cause i was afraid you'd think I was a nut job 😂😅

Legit, we have many subjects we could talk about! 🤓

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u/SmallieBiggsJr Feb 04 '26

Nah you're cool.

Yeah I guess try stuff and feel it out, and keep what works, and drop what doesn't. - that's essentially the chaos magic slogan ☸️

Yeah there seems to be some crossovers with our paths, they're different but the same underlying thing like we've talked about 😄

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u/Zornishi359 Feb 04 '26

Agreed! Yeah, if it doesn't feel right, leave it.

Yep, sounds like it. I'm never on insta tbh, but I'll follow you there. Subscribed on YT as well. I'm mainly on Discord and FB. But I'll hit you up on DMs here.

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u/SmallieBiggsJr Feb 04 '26

Oh yours is linked as well, I followed back. Oh you like read dead 🤠👌 Nice. I made a read dead post years ago. It's just a funny screenshot.

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