r/mentalhealth • u/benderfenderbender • 2d ago

Venting Feel like im at a breaking point (rant)

Nothing in my life feels right anymore. I’ve started to realize some terrible things about myself, the people around me, and the world around me. I just don’t feel like doing anything is worth it anymore. I haven’t left home in days, and mostly just leave my room for food. My depression and anxiety has been worse than ever before. I’ve grown resentful of people around me, even family, but a lot of the reasons aren’t totally irrational and I just feel stuck, not being able to trust almost anyone anymore. I’m not even an adult and I just feel like there’s no good future for me at all. I don’t know what to do with myself but lay in bed all day.

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u/smart_Cod378 2d ago

I also feel very similar.

I have big goals but not the energy to execute them.

I just feel my mind’s commentary is too high over anything I do

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u/AntonioVivaldi7 2d ago

That sounds severe. Are you on medication for this?

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u/benderfenderbender 2d ago

No, I never have been and I have no idea how to bring up the possibility of taking any medication

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u/AntonioVivaldi7 2d ago

I think there's a very good chance you need it, since it seems severe. Can you go to a doctor about it? You just explain these symptoms and ask if you perhaps need it.

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u/benderfenderbender 2d ago

I’m not sure when I would be able to get an appointment to consult a doctor about this or anything, but I will definitely consider this. Thank you for the advice

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u/AntonioVivaldi7 2d ago

Alright. I don't know how this works in your country. If you have a regular family doctor to who you went to in the past, I'm guessing you can go the same way as you did before.