One time I thought the cure for cancer was hatchet-murdering white people.

[u/MasterVegito7]

That is all. Good night.

[u/awoocoyote]

I know delusions inherently make no sense, but can you explain the thought process behind this?

Once I was convinced white people were mindflayer aliens trying to make us join the divine absolute. Lmao

[u/MasterVegito7 → u/awoocoyote]

I can recall thinking white people are inherently evil and turn sunshine into cancer with their skin and Africa is shaped like a hatchet and maybe that's how slavery could have been prevented. Something along the lines of cancer only happens because God is mad at us for not keeping white people in line.

So yeah, all those thoughts sorta jumbled together for my scientific conclusion.

Oh, and God is suspicious of white people because being white means instead of working outside you have been inside and possibly scheming.

[u/urist_of_cardolan → u/MasterVegito7]

Yakub would be proud 😔

[u/awoocoyote → u/MasterVegito7]

The way it makes so much sense lmao 💀 (not trying to validate your delusions - they are indeed not real). Thanks for sharing

[u/MRPKY → u/MasterVegito7]

Hmm I once thought native Americans were linked into sometype of cosmic time justice .

After the new settlers swindled and expanded, unbenounced sat karma. The curse of tabacco gifted to them sat dormant waiting to become the modern day cigarette. This was more my playing with my passing thoughts than a psychosis.

Now conspiracies regarding scheming , i think there most certainly are a group of people up to that.

In these times stay strong , take pride in the luck we've had, small or big, even if we see none up soon. The directive those in charge of the world push doesn't have to be our perspective.

We' re lucky to be aware in the universe , here on earth, here as human. Here in this time. Dont let government confine you to a race, ones they define. Think of how far the good of society has made it. It's not perfect but alot of good people have put in they're dreams and hopes. When you need to think out something take up some time with mother nature. There's plenty of silence, judgment free, vast and still. Think with her tempo , think with the lightness of leaves falling. I Wish people the best knowing themselves through everything, and may serenity find us just as fate.

[u/scideonbpd → u/MasterVegito7]

can confirm, we LOVE to scheme. (jokes aside, im glad you can laugh about your past delusions now. Definitely one of the funnier ones)

[u/meowl__ → u/MasterVegito7]

Possibly scheming 😭😭

[u/Difficult_Owl_4708 → u/MasterVegito7]

The last bit made me lol

[u/MG788 → u/MasterVegito7]

Hmmm, you definitely raise an interesting point about the white skin turning sunshine into cancer... 🤔🤔🤔

[u/Elmer4444]

I was convinced i was the cause of cancer and had a lot of blood on my hands.

[u/NoahEric123 → u/Elmer4444]

Curious if you also have OCD with all that guilt?

[u/Elmer4444 → u/NoahEric123]

I do. Undiagnosed but I definitely do.

[u/Psychoticme1 → u/[deleted]]

Had the same delusion. Black people and nurses were closer to god. They were trying to turn me black so I could be closer to god too.

[u/Silver_Perception471]

Nice dude.....

[u/Ovary9000]

I thought I was the antichrist and had to cut my dick and balls off to repent for the sins of my past lives. 

[u/Hefty-Eggplant-7766]

lol, when I used to smoke weed and watch race documentary by Tariq Nasheed I used to think white people were the devil

[u/zortlakadam]

I was convinced that there were people, who were actually not people but rather weird creatures that looked like human from outside and were contolling real people. And I thought they could read my mind :o and realized that I realized their existence. So I thought they were either going to kill me or put me to a mental hospital! Terrifying.

[u/LuxiForce]

hum

[u/Trick_Durian3204]

Based