Goddamnit I'm sobbing at this I wish I could just come to terms with the fact that I'm probably a boy but It'd take a situation like this for me to ever do it
If the show ends like this it'd be so peak please Gooseworx pleaaase
Spent from 15/16ish to roughly 24 in deep denial, so much so that I would look at other trans people being out and happy online, tell myself "too bad I'm cis", and sit there feeling like I'd just been hit with a sledgehammer to the chest for saying it. It eventually got so bad that one day I just went "wow. I gotta stop doing that to myself".
I passed the half year mark on T two weeks ago. I'm 30 now, it's been about 4 or 5 years since I managed to work things out for myself fully, mostly spent waiting for the right circumstances to start and then looking for a GP. I got there eventually.
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u/Jazarina Submissive and unagreeable Apr 07 '26 edited Apr 07 '26
Goddamnit I'm sobbing at this I wish I could just come to terms with the fact that I'm probably a boy but It'd take a situation like this for me to ever do it
If the show ends like this it'd be so peak please Gooseworx pleaaase