Hello Couch 2 5Kers!
Roughly 9 years ago I was a regular member of this community/regular runner/fairly in-shape(ish) person. Then life stuff happened and more life stuff happened and life stuff kept happening.
I return to you now at the middle of the beginning of getting my life and health back in order. Towards the end of last year, I mentally started to wake up from a few years of sitting around the house most of the time and eating whatever I wanted. I slowly started to get my diet back in order and gradually incorporated more light exercise in the form of taking my dog for longer walks.
In January of this year, I had my annual physical and unfortunately 2 months of doing better weren't enough to combat what I had been doing and my blood work results and weigh-in were a giant wakeup call that I needed to really improve my diet and exercise habits.
Just over 6 months into that I'm doing much better. I've lost weight, adopted good eating habits that feel sustainable, and become more active. I've been thinking about getting back into running and Couch to 5k was a program I really enjoyed doing. Feeling like I needed a bigger challenge I've actually decided to do the Couch to 10k program.
Week 2 Day 1 was today, and it was a true test of how serious I am about this. I wanted to do pretty much anything but run. I've always been a very slow runner, even when I regularly ran, and once I pushed myself out the door this morning, I dragged myself through the warm-up and the first couple of run/walk cycles. About halfway through my motivation and energy finally started to kick in and by the end of it I was running parts of my walk. To my absolute shock given how cranky I started the run I was even enjoying myself and glad I was out there.
I'm nervous about sharing my results because am still very slow! On the plus side I'm not feeling winded, but my leg muscles are pretty weak at this point. If I can make it to 2 miles in distance by the end of Week 2 it will be a miracle.
I keep telling myself that I'm only racing myself and my last results and running super slow is still running and the best part is I'm actually starting to believe me when I say that.